Its Hard For Me Lyrics

I was 17 on a mission

To make this girl love me kept missing

I fell in love with the distance

I ain't never crash out into addiction

But I'm done playing them dumb games

No different outcome insane

These new niggas is to blame

No income is the new wave

I ain't riding trends I been great

But back then I wore two things

A black tee or a white tee

With my heart worn on my right sleeve

So she act like she like me

I fell in love so hard that them other girls ain't excite me

The feeling's of love get dicey

Some days you on a high rise like the one 102 on a sight see

Other days you six feet

You saying things you don't mean

Some niggas say love weak

Say showing feelings is so sweat

But real niggas know one thing

You only hate love if you ain't got it

And you break bread if you got it

Say mama I understand what you were saying

I'm so done with the drama

And I know it's really worth it so I gotta go harder

And I'm really about the money I put in work like my father

And I felt like I was different I had always moved smarter

It's hard for me to let you go

I been calling your phone

I been wishing to catch you but I end up alone

I can't fix all your insecurities

I say the truth you ignoring me

Baby you so important to me

I poured my heart gave all of me

Loving you

Loving you is not easy

The broken trust I can't accept

Your last relationship left you scarred

All the passwords to my shit

I gave you an extra key to my crib

You got my location you could find me

Can't watch a movie without even fighting

You throwing them jabs up in low places

I never treated you like you basic

You out of your mind you claim you made me

I'm talking direct ain't never been shady

I had to cut some fam I had to

Woah

I'm past due on my earning

I grind hard still early

They mad that a nigga ain't perfect

If you treat me right I won't hurt you

If you don't work for it it ain't worth it

Top 5

Reached heights they ain't never cracked

I doubled shit so I doubled back

Get a chain long call it diamond back

Ain't addressing rumors you can run with that

Only one girl I ever wanted back

I don't feel no pressure got bleedy nose

I'm trying to take to the top and exceed my goals

It's hard for me to let you go

I been calling your phone

I been wishing to catch you but I end up alone

I can't fix all your insecurities

I say the truth you ignoring me

Baby you so important to me

I poured my heart gave all of me

It's hard for me too see

Cause you speaking from places I never be

Wondering when you coming back home laying next to me

Wondering was it worth it all the time you spent on me

Baby I was a fool I wasn't there to help you through