Nineteen Lyrics

Voices saying I won't make it to Nineteen

Retrace steps, trekking through this waking divine dream

Murder on my mind, investigating the crime scene

Breaking into pieces, aching to find peace

Traces of God are the gauze when my mind bleeds

Impatiently wait for my revelation as time fleets

Double dates with devils & angels making me grind teeth

Too anxious to dine and there's red wine on my white tee

Dazed for days on end

I just wanna be awake for a second

I can't escape my fate, I hate my reflection

I hate this vessel and his horrified facial expression

I hate our lack of relation, I hate that I possess him

Face to face, I say I'm sorry while I make my confessions

Depression, I replace with aggression

The gaping empty spaces, I replace with possessions

Only thing I need is a warm place

Tell me what you see when you gaze in my worn face

Afraid, frayed forlorn faith

I remember when this corner of my head was a foreign place

Cord snaking my neck, ready to check into purgatory

Before facing my death

Retrace my steps

Forsaken as that spirit occurred before me

It's real form taking my breath

Diving in the narrowing spiral

Barely alive

Buried alive, bearing the weight of being barren inside

Scared of my fate, it's apparent when you stare in my eyes

I swear I want to live

I swear I want to live

I swear I want to live

I swear I want to live