40 ft. Jack Kennedy Lyrics

Pacing in a circle I'm just looking for a cause

Continue looking inwards and accepting all my flaws

Rushing through these corridors with sweat clogged in my pores

Every scar's a story I remember all the wars

Be they physical or mental

They still took a toll

I would socially disintegrate and fall into a hole (woah!)

Moving closer to the light

I'm taking baby steps (yes)

Cleaning up my act

While I'm sweeping up this mess (yes)

Please stop, telling me

That you'll never leave me behind

Please stop, telling me

These processes aren't really defined

Watching over me

Guide me silently

Exist like you were never alive

Please stop, telling me

That you'll never leave me behind

Or am I wasting time?

Losing my religion

Moments harder to recall

Stiff arming some devils

So I had to block the call

Dreams of hugging younger me

Tell him it's gonna be okay

No need to carry that stress that we live with till this day

So much weight was on his shoulders

I don't even think he knew

He just watched it happen

Didn't know what not to do

Looking at old pictures

See the pain behind his eyes

Smile in every photo

Used it as a great disguise

Baptism of fire

Trying not to fall apart

No I'm not a liar

Felt the truth all in my heart

Relationships need mending whilst I walk across this earth

Holding on to grudges and I don't know what's the worth

Too grown to be petty

Changed my tune all of a sudden

Racing my reality

So I keep on running

And I'm running

And I'm running

And I'm running out of time

Keep pressing the button

But they won't let me rewind (no!)

Please stop, telling me

That you'll never leave me behind

Please stop, telling me

These processes aren't really defined

Watching over me

Guide me silently

Exist like you were never alive

Please stop, telling me

That you'll never leave me behind

Or am I wasting time?