Cluttered Thoughts Lyrics

I hope they remember my birthday

So I don't have to spend it like last year

Tears on my tongue

Instead of cake

I hoped that this winter would be different

In some ways it's changed by a million

But I still

Can't get out of bed

My room is still cluttered with clothing

My mind is still cluttered and moulding

I find ways to bring myself down

And I'm still more quiet than loud

Take my hand

I'm not doing too well

And I

Just want

To

Live

As my own

I

Want my home