Void Lyrics

Ohh whoa

Oh whoaaa ohh

Woah woah woah woah

Whoa whoa

Oh whoa

Oh whoa

Oh whoa

Sometimes its hard to tell y'all how I feel

Smiling and laughing looking like I'm ready for a thrill

Feel like a facade kuz none of those emotions are real

I numb my sadness down when I take a pill

Staying up at night crying by myself

Having these thoughts of getting rid of myself

It's hard to reach out but I know I need help

But no one really cares about the pain that I felt

But I don't really want the attention

And all the negativity it brings just to mention

Used to get beat up that's why I'm flinching

I used to wash my pain down with lean I kinda miss it

Feels like I'm a mouse that fell into a snake pit

I didn't give up my innocence they had to take it

If u don't love me just say that no need to fake it

Yeah yeah

Me and life like oil and water

The want for each other couldn't be farther

I ain't have no daddy how i'm 'posed to play father

Niggas sell they soul just so they can cop a charger

Used to feel like i ain't pop a perc than I can't breathe

Life beating my ass I done fell down on my knees

Yeah i'm popping all these pills just so I can release

I'm Finna Fake my death and take a trip out to Belize

I'm A man not supposed to tell ya'll when I cry

But I be up late at night wondering why

I do often nah I can't even lie

I'm just wondering why I am alive

I ain't kill myself yet kuz I got a little brother

Yeah we fight a lot but you know we really love each other

I can't tell him that no I gotta stay undercover

It's me and him 4L I ain't worried bout no other

Sometimes its hard to tell y'all how I feel

Smiling and laughing looking like I'm ready for a thrill

Feel like a facade kuz none of those emotions are real

I numb my sadness down when I take a pill

I was out late Saturday night

Downtown Detroit in the street lights

Acting okay acting alright

But they don't even know that I'm hurting inside

And if I'm being honest I don't think they care

They're just worried bout having fun while I'm in despair

And I can't blame them so let me be fair

Hurt people hurt people thats why I don't really share

These thoughts in my head I don't think there okay

And my heart stay frosty like my name Deshae

The pill fill the Void in my heart that I create

I don't need that many friends kuz all of ya'll be fake

I got a void to fill

I got a void to fill

I got a void to fill

I need the pills

I got a void to fill

I got a void to fill

I got a void to fill

I need the pills

Sometimes its hard to tell y'all how I feel

Smiling and laughing looking like I'm ready for a thrill

Feel like a facade kuz none of those emotions are real

I numb my sadness down when I take a pill

Staying up at night crying by myself

Having these thoughts of getting rid of my self

It's hard to reach out but I know I need help

But no one really cares about the pain that I felt