Shell Shock Lyrics

Wrapped in battered bandages, a lifeless mannequin, in no man's land, I'm living a life of banishment

High pitch ringing, no frequencies I can manage with, a flash of light like theives in the night

dust in my eyes can't handle it

Acts committed by the devil, through devilish guise

Don't let em dumb it down on you, don't you know that the devil is wise

I can't see through the fog of war, the smoke or the spies

I'm taken over by noises deep in my head, that I despise

I barely made it out, an explosion then all my senses faded out

Then came the rain that drowns, I tilted my face up and opened my mouth

I struggled as the fluids filled up all of my eardrums, my lungs and my throat's numb

Where the fuck this shrapnel come from

Helpless to the sulfur pouring in my nose

I guess if enemies sell off in the sunset, that's the same way a friendship goes

I can't stop shaking

Where in the fuck's my limb control

Cause I went out on for you, and you ain't even trying to go and thank me, yo

I never wanted you to be the one I hated

Now you got me in this hole, owe me a shitload, and I'm feeling jaded

It wasn't the bomb that dropped, that got me feeling invaded

Cause now the shoe is on the other foot, and you can't take it

So how do I recover

No cure yet, no to man

All I want is what's owed to me, but deep down, I don't give a damn

Justice rarely comes around, and when it's time to judge, you'll find pushing a boulder up hill's a battle that won't ever budge

I been ready to burn this bridge, I've been shell-shocked for the last two years

Lost all my ability to move forward cause of thoughts I feared, looks I leered

Never really gained control back, never really thought I'd get my soul back

Never expected to pull my skin suit off the coat rack

A couple months, I guess, yeah, I was depressed

A few are lesson true, a few convos were less than true

I'm in lesson one, soon I'll be in lesson two

Still learning cause I'm never gonna let myself be less than you

But at least I can recognize when I got my message through

That's that Royce flow

Shell-shocked

You never see it coming

you can't plan for it

It'll fuck your whole shit up

Damn