TROPHY WIFE Lyrics

Fell in love with Mimi

And then it was Cece

Got talking to Kiwi

Until I met Riri

She don't wanna see me

Got involved wit DeeDee

I just want the ring, call me MJ with the three-peat

Come so close to sinning

Shit I might as well

Come so close to winning

But I'll take the L, if it means that I won't hurt you

Not in that way

Can't hurt you, not in that way

We've lost understanding

I don't know if you can speak this language

They told me time could undo all the damage

Burning through days, and

I'm feeling jaded

Sometimes it feel good, but when it's lonely

Feel like you the only one who know me

Who knew me

A new me

Is emerging

A stone in the dirt, and

I know diamonds they can make you smile

You know that's all I wanted for you

Sorry I can't give you what you need now, The

One that you deserve, it isn't me now, it

Can't be that when I'm still stuck on

All I want

All I need

All I know

All I don't

All I see

Is calling me

To try and recover the lost one who-

Fell in love with Mimi

And then it was Cece

Got talking to Kiwi

Until I met Riri

She don't wanna see me

Got involved wit DeeDee

I just want the ring, call me MJ with the three-peat

Come so close to sinning

Shit I might as well

Come so close to winning

But I'll take the L, if it means that I won't hurt you

Not in that way

Not in that way

Thinking bout how I can show that I care

Knowing the pain and the hoping is there

Twisting the blade as I'm holding your stare

Whilst I'm telling you to heal from it

I am broken and in need of a fix

Mass eviction where my demons resist

I could tell you what the reasoning is

Huh, yeah

I could tell you that I want us to live

Townhouse in the south with some kids

Good sex, good credit n shit

Growing together we better than lit

Til I step out of the house and it's different

Living in secrets with no inhibitions

Is it the woman we know from next door?

Or is it a vulnerable moment on tour?

Is it cos I am just too insecure?

That thinking it got me feeling the worst

I'm tryna deal with my failures first

I'm tryna break generational curse

I'm tryna be someone that you deserve

Holdin' you down til the end of the earth

Not if a lack of surety unfold

Not til the voice in my head is my own

Not if I'm still undecided on life

Not if I ain't secure on what I like

Wonder if woman a trophy or wife

Maybe he'll know by the end of the night

Sorry to ruin the prettiest picture

I just did it cos the vision is bigger

Your brother said I was a brother to him

I told him I ain't going out on a whim

I did it to win

I did it to win

Shit

But she don't wanna see me

Got involved wit DeeDee

I just want the ring, call me MJ with the three-peat

Come so close to sinning

Shit I might as well

Come so close to winning

But I'll take the L, if it means that I won't hurt you

Not in that way

Not in that way

I wish we could take it back to the simple days

North side pengers, with the finger waves

(By myself!)

I wish we could take it back to the simple days

(By myself!)

North side pengers, with the finger waves

(By my-)

I wish we could take it back to the simple days

Baby

(By yourself!)

North side pengers, with the finger waves

Crazy

(All by yourself!)

But it aint no more

(It's hot as hell)

Ain't no more

(It's hot as hell)