Cold Summer Lyrics

Usually get lit tryna forget July 2014

That left me numb like morphine

Since then ain't really been no more me

Since then them demons been up on me

Lost my angel and my hearts disabled

Turning up so much that it was almost fatal

That week heaven almost gained two

Family looking at me like Nature Boi this ain't you

But they know deep down they would change too

Everyday still feel like that pain new

Pain don't go anywhere just more painful

Thought it would go away when my son came thru

Nature Boi on tha beat

Then I'm in my feelings cuz he ain't playing with you

And I know what I'm saying ain't true

You met him before I did

See you when I close my eyelids

It took me 8 years just to write this

Everything ain't been right since

I don't like feeling like this

I don't like this

I don't like this

Wish I wasn't sick tired of it

Wishing I was blind of it

Kill all my brain cells

Rid my mind of it

Lighting paper planes

High above it

In the house hiding from it

But fighting from it

I ain't tryna submit

Death on its way

Things ain't really been going the way

That I want them to

Start my day with a blunt or two

Driving like a drunken fool

you judging who

You done done it too

I'm a change my ways

Give me a month or two

Hopefully it ain't too late

Hopefully it's just rage and it'll all go away

That'll be the day or that'll be my grave

My mind and heart on a different page

Alpha and the Omega

Godfawva he a living legend

The beats and the bars are my blessing

All your mistakes are hard lessons

No testimony without testing

Try to pray without stressing

I ain't preaching I'm just teaching when I'm speaking through the speakers

Man summers depressing