Am I Doing This Right Lyrics

I'm lonely

Please hide all the knives

I'm wondering

Am I doing this right

I don't know how to live

I don't know how to love

Anxiety kills

I can't sleep at night

It's only

A piece of my life

I'm wondering

Does it end tonight

I can't live with regret

I can't live with my head

Anxiety kills

I can't sleep at night

When I cried

They told me to take my life

When I tried

They said that my head ain't right

They have the nerve to ask why I'm becoming so distant

When I wouldn't have been here if I took their advice

I can't admit that I need help

I have to keep it to myself

I'm dancing on the rooftop

With the ghost from my past

'Cause I have nobody else

I can't speak up 'cause I'm a man

I don't expect them to understand

They didn't have the time for me

But when I was there for them I held their hands

Can't think straight

Some of my friends were the first ones to call me crazy

Ease my pain

Guess they were right I was wrong took my gun off safety

But I have Angels on my side

That are fighting all the Demons

Tryna hypnotize me

Can't believe what I'm seeing

Could they live in my head

So they can see the all the reasons

Why they'd rather be dead

Than find out how far it deepens

I'm too old to cry

I'm too young to die

I'll be right here till it's over

I'm too cold to try

I'm too dead inside

I'll talk with God when I'm sober

I can't admit that I need help

I have to keep it to myself

I'm dancing on the rooftop

With the ghost from my past

'Cause I have nobody else

I can't speak up 'cause I'm a man

I don't expect them to understand

They didn't have the time for me

But when I was there for them I held their hands