Intrusive Thoughts Lyrics

Thought about saying I'm sorry

Thought about saying something sweet

Thought about saying nothing at all

Cover up the hole I punched in the wall

Thought about saying I miss you

Thought about saying I love you

Thought about saying I miss you

Thought about thought about thought about

You you you

And your perfect way of treating me

And your perfect face just the way that I imagined it to be

When I was a kid

And I imagined a wedding

Yes I did

I imagined a girl who looked just like you

Standing across from little me

Yes me me stupid me little fucked up me

With my flawed personality

With my demons that make little me

Unready for you

Unsteadied the truth

I like to think I'm working toward

Being good for you

Intrusive thoughts

Find me when I'm alone

Intrusive thoughts

Now you've changed

Now I am numb

Intrusive thoughts

Wherever I go they follow

And I thought about me

I thought about me I know that that's surprising

I'm never selfishly thinking about me

But sometimes, oh, I have to

To see what I put you through

But I can't too long

Not when I'm alone

Hard to think about easy to talk about

Isn't it, isn't it

Hard to think about easy to talk about

Isn't it, Isn't it

Hard to think about me

Hard to think about me

But that's not about you

And I'm here to talk about you

And the feelings I get when I think about you

And the headache I get when I think about you

And how I'm unfit to think about you

The things I'd commit thinkin' about you

Intrusive thoughts

Find me when I'm alone

Intrusive thoughts

Now you've changed

Now I am numb

Intrusive thought

Wherever I go they follow

Walk through my door

And get in my bed

That's all that I need

And I'll keep you in my head

Tear down my walls

Convince me I'm a liar

And when we're finally done

I'll set my thoughts on fire

Walk through my door

And get in my bed

That's all that I need

And I'll keep you in my head

Tear down my walls

Convince me I'm a liar

And when we're finally done

I'll set my thoughts on fire

Walk through my door

And get in my bed

That's all that I need

And I'll keep you in my head

Tear down my walls

Convince me I'm a liar

And when we're finally done

I'll set my thoughts on fire

At the end of the day

It doesn't matter what I think

It matters what I do

And there are things I cannot do

Like say goodbye to you

So I'll give you a piece of my brain for a time

And hope that when tomorrow comes

I'll be able to say goodbye