2019 Lyrics

I'm on my rocket ship I'm blasting up to space

I can't come down from here, this shit is a disgrace

I open up my wings to the sky, okay

I'm floating past my withdrawals, it ain't okay

I'm really feeling like I'm busting out my veins

I'm blood pumping, but this shit it ain't okay

Them molly pills, that shit be floating through my brain

It fucking me, it keep me up, I'm gone insane

I think I'm dying, think I overdosed again

I'm in the backyard and I'm throwing up again

I got my fingers down my throat, this shit it give me pain

But nothing coming out, it won't come out, it get me late

I'm floating higher and I'm on cloud nine again

I need that molly, shit, I'm in my prime again

It's been three years, I ain't done you baby

But I can quit now, I just need you again

Yeah, I just need you again

Yeah, I can't quit you now

And I need you again

I need that dopamine my brain

You know I kill it, gone again

Yeah, lead it in my sight

Know you left me, and up the block it made me paint

Yeah, I'm standing in the rain

I'm just dying in my brain

Know it wasn't cheap, and you dead to me again

No, all this molly got me sane

Got me touching me in a weird ver way

I think I'm passing out again

Losing on my conscious, I'm just blacking out again

Where have I been, what have I said?

I don't 'member shit from last night, what's her name?

Whose house were we at? I don't feel the same

Think that something has done changed inside my fucking brain

I think the chemicals are killing me again

I think I'm feeling all these 'siduals of pain

I think I'm filling all this shit, I'm in my main

I got this molly and it's creeping through my veins

It make me happy for a while and it's ok

But now I'm coming down and it all turn to gray