Dead Inside Lyrics

Like, if I told you my point of view

Would you look at me different?

Like, tell me if I'm crazy

Where do I even start?

A lot of things been on my mind

That tore my head apart

Cause in the dark I see the problems

That I'm dealing with a whole lot clearer

Pains and the held remarks

Feelings that they might call me crazy for

Fading with my thoughts

Tell me how I'm 'posed to show my feelings

When nobody ever feels me

Cause they judging

My decisions and my image

And I'm pass forgiveness

Sometimes I think I'm just too solid

For these women

Soon as tables turn for them

They hit my digits

And I'm not depressed, I'm just under stress

And merely, I've been unimpressed

With me, so I just self correct

But everytime I try to do that

I just feel like even less

Cause even when I try my hardest

Still I can't achieve my best

Tryna reach my peak potential

That's why every word I say gets sentimental

Reconfigure

Times I feel like anything besides a winner

Hold the dinner

Need enough for me, my team

And all my hittas

This the type of life that make a lover

Wanna turn a killer

Wanna get colder like a pole December

Tryna be the king of the jungle

Like I been holding Simba

All these women full of games

So I just put my tokens in her

Need to have a talk with God

From head to heels I need a healer

Keep my feelings bottled up

Might just need some therapy

Some reevaluation

Cause my thoughts been way ahead

Can't even stand on mine

Cause there's no one that understands me

I just stand the test of time

That's how I'm measuring my sanity

I know I got issues, that I'm toxic

And it's obvious

No opioids or phonics

That can teach me how to stop it

I'm not perfect

But who is? just being honest

Cope without narcotics

I just grab the microphone

And speak this logic

It's a cold world, ever had a cold girl?

Tell you all these promises

That she can't keep her word on

Even when the rope cutting yo hands

Still wanna hold on

Then y'all hit the climax

Just to tell you that she's moving on

I thought I was a good guy

And couldn't do nobody wrong

Until I was reciprocating energy

That past hoes was giving me

Tryna figure out what just got into me

Them demons on my shoulder

That's why everybody's leaving me

No one helped in freeing me

Can't really give out blame

Cause it's hard reading me

I don't really speak on what's been heating me

Can never find the words to say

So I get hurt repeatedly

It's shots from every corner

So I gotta move strategically

The reason why I feel all by myself

Is only cause they killed my soul

Had no help

Now I feel dead inside

Feel dead inside, feel dead