Idea of you Lyrics

Staring at my painted wall and

Zoning out into the past

Feeling like I've had enough

Of thinking she's all that I have

Maybe I am holding on to what I Thought you were

But when you think to hard eventually It starts to hurt

The version of you in my head I know It isn't true

Guess I'm just trying to hold on to the Idea of you

Oh no

I keep grabbing my guitar

Start singing then I notice what my Words are

It's always bout this girl

And I put her on a pedestal

But she's nothing more than one of my Scars

Carrying many secrets not many know

She knows just what it is that I didn't Show

I'm trying to relive when it was us two

Not missing what it was

Just wishing that you were my idea of You

Idea of you

Luckily I know nothing here is gonna Last

Seeing through the pain and suffering Leave it Back in the past

Nothing to loose and nothing to Proove

Cause I don't care bout these Expectations

No explanation I'm coming through

Cleaning out of my closet

Skeletons I got lots but

But now that I'm not afraid of em

Not everything's so exhausting

I don't know what's so wrong with me

Used to treat her like a damn goddess

My friends aren't really helping I think they must Be somewhat in love with Her

Starting going out dating

Started working out going out and Keep music up in the making

Still I can't seem to keep her out of my Brain

Trust me I hate it

She's so different in person

My head is just making it worse and

Can't wait til my idea of her starts Fading and stops hurting

Staring at my painted wall and

Zoning out into the past

Feeling like I've had enough

Of thinking she's all that I have

Baby I am holding on to what I Thought you were

But when you think to hard eventually It starts to hurt

The version of you in my head now I Know it isn't true

Guess I'm just trying to hold on to the Idea of you

Oh no

I keep grabbing my guitar

Start singing then I notice what my Words are

It's always bout this girl

And I put her on a pedestal

But she's nothing more than one of my Scars

Carrying many secrets not many know

She knows just what it is that I didn't Show

I'm trying to relive when it was us two

Not missing what it was

Just wishing that you were my idea of You