I Win (Andy's Version) Lyrics

I'm the most aware

Mentally unstable motherfucker

Because my eyes, ears, and genes

Are made for causing ruckus

And psychedelic buckets

You don't know my name now

Here's a list don't forget

I'm the germ catcher

The convoluted verb snatcher

The word matcher

The disk jockey turn master

My herds fatter because the party

Said the verve matters

I went solo

Its my turn

So fill my cup faster

I win

It doesn't feel great

But thats sin

I wandered out the dark

For my grin

I'm standing in the light

But I'm dim

Oh I win

I win

Mm

Yeah I win

Hm

Yeah

Maybe I just need to hear it

To speed up the healing

I spent a whole year in my feelings

I fear that I gave you an album

Instead of the crown I set out

To bestow on my keening

Around but you never should call me

Ignore any text that I send

When its starry

Or followed by sorry

Acknowledging deserts

Is harder than raining

At least there's an effort I'm making

Leaving your reach

I been out burning alive

Skin to my core

Sand on my feet

Burdened with heat

There is no breeze any more

You're flirting with my friends

Oh you're a big man

I might love you still

But I got to say

You told me secrets

That I shared with all your friends

I sang them to the world

But I wont feel bad again

Because I win

It doesn't feel great

But thats sin

I wandered out the dark

For my grin

I'm standing in the light

But I'm dim

Oh I win

Oh I win

Hey

It doesn't feel great

But thats sin

I wandered out the dark

For my grin

I'm standing in the light

But I'm dim

Oh I win

I win

Mm

Yeah I win

Hm

I made something amazing

And it was about you

But it wasn't about you

And I knew it would hurt

But I thought it would help

And I guess I'm naive

But at least I'm honest

And I hope you hear that

I admit I found ways to

Puncture your people

That was my power

And I admit that was vindictive

And I admit I shouldn't have

Wanted more than change in myself

But I did

And I was resentful

And I was mad

And I thought about it

And I stopped thinking about you

And then I did again

And I'm grateful

You gave me greatness

And I wanted to give that to you

And maybe I just gave you pain

And maybe it never was about you

And who cares anyways

My hands ripped mountains apart

My feelings fed the future

I didn't know I could do that

And I think that's cool

And I think we're cool

And you can think what you want

Just know that I think the world of you

And I hope you sleep well tonight

Now and forever

Andy