Find My Way Lyrics

Yea

Parsteehs

Tryna find my way again

Cause I've been losing parts of me that make me who I am

I've been doing things that shame me, I can't help it and

A lot of people praise me

But, shit, I need some saving

Cause i'm the villain these days

I know some women hate me

Shit, I don't even blame 'em

The way I played 'em, real dirty

Sure they plotting, know they waiting for me

Sold 'em good dreams but now they see that I was being phony

This who I am now?

I'm that nigga who I thought I'd never be, then they broke me

Started seeing things real differently, now I'm hoeing

Turned into my worst enemy, now I'm someone who I hate to be

I'm just tryna find my way back

I'm just tryna find my way again

I'm just tryna find my way back

I'm just tryna find my way again

Aye

Lord forgive me, I'm hoping

Many sins on my conscience but I just go through the motions

Mixed feelings, acting different, got too many emotions

Turn to the liquor, cause it easy when the spirit's controlling

Guess I'm as toxic as they said I am

Tryna stop, cause this ain't who I am

Wish I didn't have to do 'em like I do

Wish I could be that nice guy I always wanted to

But they don't love 'em how they say they do

Cause they didn't love me how they said they did

Way back when I was innocent

Gave more but they just used me for the benefits

Now it's fuck 'em and that's my revenge

On all of the hoes that killed my confidence

Cause they're to blame for my evil ways

They're the reason why I do the things I do today

Was good in Eden till they showed me how they really play

Bit the apple cause it was a bite they made me take

And now I'm sitting here reflecting on my actions

Broke some hearts where I didn't mean for it to happen

Too caught in my ways, couldn't change, I was slackin'

Had some good girls but the game still had me

Got me feeling stupid

Like, How'd I fucking lose them?

Some ride or dies I let down, demons made me do it

Swear it's hard to change ways

But I'm tryna find my way again

Tryna find my way back and be a better man

I'm just tryna find my way back

I'm just tryna find my way again

I'm just tryna find my way back

I'm just tryna find my way again

Tryna find my way again

Cause I've been losing parts of me that make me who I am

I've been doing things that shame me, I can't help it and

A lot of people praise me

But, shit, I need some saving

Cause i'm the villain these days

I know some women hate me

Shit, I don't even blame 'em

The way I played 'em, real dirty

Sure they plotting, know they waiting for me

Sold 'em good dreams but now they see that I was being phony