Trying to Explain Lyrics

Think it's bout time I tell y'all how I'm actually feeling

Feeling guilty for the burden I don't have to be building

Never liked to tell my feelings

They don't find it appealing

Got no sympathy for me and I ain't better than you

Bumpin' Missin' You Crazy cause I've been missing my baby

They always calling me crazy

But no one calling me lately

How I've been feeling?

They don't know about the I love yous

They don't know about the things I'd do to have all of you

Every single problem ain't as really big as it seems

So why does everything be seeming so much deeper to me?

Why can't we just talk about the things that we want and we need?

I ain't think I'm yellin' baby, I just want you to see

I don't know

Let me smoke

If I can't then I'm out

I'll be back

I just gotta get my head out the clouds

I got way too many people that I'm out here making proud

I'd be lying if I said your silence wasn't that loud

Nothings personal with me

This is me up in these tracks

Everything done fell apart

And landed right in my lap

Never needed nothing

But I still be needing loving

Got to keep it all together

They don't know bout the pain

Miss when life was simple

Times got hard

Wish I could explain

Try and I just fail again

Miss when life was simple

Times got hard

Wish I could explain

Try and I just fail again

Momma lost her job

And I been losing my mind

Working overtime

Knowing that her husband is dying

Losing all your shine

Makes you go and open the blinds

Search within yourself

For all the things that money can't buy

Bitch my little brothers think that I'm the unseen goat

People that I never met

That wanna see me blow

I don't mean to do the most

But I ain't seen round most

That's why I be watching who the fuck that I keep close

I just keep it to myself but I don't wanna be alone

That's why I don't give a fuck about what y'all post

You can hit me up whenever that you're scared and alone

This is really what it is

Gotta keep my family strong

Man

Miss when life was simple

Times got hard

Wish I could explain

Try and I just fail again

Miss when life was simple

Times got hard

Wish I could explain

Try and I just fail again