I Didn't Even Care To Ask Why Lyrics

I don't know why

I let you get to me

Product of my family history

I hate a mystery

If it's in your heart

You should speak before it gets to me

Cuz playing like we strangers

Starts to stir up pain and anger

I don't like how this shit feels

I wish I never tried to fuck you

That was always my intention

But I didn't listen

Moving wit my heart

Instead mind

Now I'm feeling different

That always was the issue

As I was waiting for you to change

I Started change my mental

I get no benefits from fucking wit you

Cuz at this time in your life

I know that you ain't really right

And you could fuck me up for life

I already don't trust these bitches

And I was trying do you right

But it ain't make a difference

Me being me

I hope you find the piece you think is missing

Its not a competition

I know your ass will never listen

Majority of the time in life

We be the ones to block a blessing

Because some shit that happened

Made us feel we learnt a lesson

My whole life I knew that there's some things that don't fall on you

When you did all that you could do

I didn't even care to ask why

We often live in fear of what could change us or could stop us

I look to the lord to

Give me guidance

Watch me prosper

Had to change the roster

Can't let nothing stop us

If life is what u make it

Tell me who the one that got us

And as I'm turning these pages

I see these memories fading

Cuz the way I been lately

Was like you pushing that baby

I look at my creation

I let the bull shit turn me to a monster

You only feel this way when you know

That you responsible

You only feel this way when you starting get heartless

You start to play the part of being cautious

Reacting how they start shit

That dnd and blocking shit

Don't bring me peace in arguments

But I'm wit it if you starting it

My whole life I knew that there's some things that don't fall on you

When you did all that you could do

I didn't even care to ask why

Yeah hey no more texts or calls

That's the way it gotta be when you get less involved

When they tell they side

They gon say that I was wrong

You imposter

Feelings that I fostered

Me feeling this way on my own that shit ain't possible

It's not an option

And for this life I can't stop this

So all my life I'm gon pop shit

Pop shit and pop shit

I'm really that nigga I can't be forgotten

I gave more than I got

Showed where my heart is

You can never say I ain't try my hardest

But I charge it to the game so I had to charge you

I don't know why

I let you get to me

Product of my family history

I hate a mystery

If it's in your heart

You should speak before it gets to me

Cuz playing like we strangers

Starts to stir up pain and anger

I don't like how this shit feels

I wish I never tried to fuck you

That was always my intention

But I didn't listen

Moving wit my heart

Instead mind

Now I'm feeling different

That always was the issue

As I was waiting for you to change

I Started change my mental

I get no benefits from fucking wit you

Cuz at this time in your life

I know that you ain't really right

And you could fuck me up for life

I already don't trust these bitches

And I was trying do you right

But it ain't make a difference

Me being me

I hope you find the piece you think is missing

Its not a competition

I know your ass will never listen

Majority of the time in life

We be the ones to block a blessing

Because some shit that happened

Made us feel we learnt a lesson