Soil Lyrics

(I promise I'm still growing)

I don't think I wanna be friends with the voice in my head

I don't like what it says anymore

I don't wanna relive the mistakes that I made in the past

I'm not gonna look back anymore

But who knows, who knows

Where the time really goes

Felt the highs and the lows

Give my life, give my soul

Buried deep, six below

In the soil's where you grow

I don't wanna live my life

I don't wanna live my life

If I gotta live my life

Without you

So right before I say goodbye

Convince myself that it's all lies

Promise I won't let love die

Without you

Thinking bout the old days

When we used to waste time

Remember how it felt

With my hand on your waste-line

Now I'm counting on the drugs

To keep me at a baseline

And covering my face

While we talking on a FaceTime

Reflections are unclear

I can't find myself

Tryna hide my fear

Inside of someone else

And all of the mistakes

That I never dealt with

Don't when I changed

And became so selfish

I give advice that I won't take myself

Daily fight against my mental health

Shoot a smile cuz I'm overwhelmed

(I don't wanna show my feelings to ya)

Tried rejecting this reality

Guess I'm just another casualty

(Where did I go)

Ooh, somebody help

(Is it Too Late?)