Window Pain ft. Lashone Lyrics

Growing up as a kid it was a struggle

Feeling like more love was always shown to your brothers

When you the middle child you just bound to have it hard

And even to this day I swear to God a ninja scard

But that's just the beginning

Sad to say that it gets worse

Steady fighting with demons

It got me feeling like I'm cursed

If you not going through it then you probably wouldn't care

My life ain't a game

I tell the truth I wouldn't dare

Turn my back on my son

Cause I wanna see him shine

But I'll be back like the rain

To wash away all the pain

And even though it hurts and the pain still remains

I gotta keep pushing

Cause I know some gotta change

Can't seem to keep a job so I'm depending on the block

Gotta get it out the mud since I can't get it off the muscle

If you not going through it then you probably wouldn't care

But I'm doing this for my son

Cause my daddy wasn't there

Nova

Do you feel like I feel

When your all alone and your back is up against the wall

If I bleed like you bleed than

Tell me what I gotta do just to end it all

Cause I tried I tried

So hard to take this pain away

Tell me can you hear me outside

I'm trapped inside and you're just looking through my window pain

As my pen touch this pad it gets deeper

When you the outcast you get no love from yo people

So I turn to the reaper

Hoping he's a better teacher

Steady screaming out in pain

I need help like a feature

This house ain't a home

Where did it go wrong

And yeah I made some mistakes that I can't put inside this song

And I apologize like a man

Cause I'm grown

Even though it don't change

The fact that I was wrong

I thought she was the one

That was meant for me

I'm scared to face the truth

That she is only fantasy

Wondering if it's you

Or possibly be me

We go to arguing over nothing

Then she's so quick to leave

I'm trying to stay strong

Don't wanna move on

Holding on to a relationship that's probably too far gone

But if you not going through it

Man you probably wouldn't care

And I'm only telling you

Cause I ain't got nobody else tell me

Do you feel like I feel

When your all alone and your back is up against the wall

If I bleed like you bleed than

Tell me what I gotta do just to end it all

Cause I tried I tried

So hard to take this pain away

Tell me can you hear me outside

I'm trapped inside and you're just looking through my window pain