lately i've been feeling fine (but really i am not okay) Lyrics

I've been looking out the window and I'm tryna find my face

Feeling energized for hours when I'm high i go to space

Dropped a dozen bars of xanny I've been coming down for days

Wake up in the pm then repeat it once again, my ways

When im sober, feeling anxious i just roll it up and blaze

Shawty standing in the doorway, eyes so blurred can't see her face

I'm so fucked up aim my glockie, fire, headshot turn to waste

Can't give a fuck, when i make my body die, decay

Make my body die today

I've been feeling fine of late

Then go back to wondering what everybody thinks of me (Everybody thinks of me)

What everybody thinks of me (Everybody thinks of me, yuh)

I've been trying to flee, never coming back again

I just wan be free, one way ticket on a plane

Maybe just one bean, or a bump of crack cocaine

Pour up methazine, never left I'm never sane

I've been looking out the window and I'm tryna find my face

Feeling energized for hours when I'm high i go to space

Dropped a dozen bars of xanny i've been coming down for days

Wake up in the pm then repeat it when i make my body die decay

Make my body die today

I've been feeling fine of late

Then go back to wondering what everybody thinks of me (Everybody thinks of me)

What everybody thinks of me (Everybody thinks of me)

I've been trying to flee, never coming back again

I just wan be free, one way ticket on a plane

Maybe just one bean, or a bump of crack cocaine

Pour up methazine, never left i'm never sane

Make my body die today

I've been feeling fine of late

Then go back to wondering what everybody thinks of me (eEerybody thinks of me)

What everybody thinks of me (Everybody thinks of me)