Mockingbird Lyrics

We had the illest chemistry, easy-flowing conversation

Trying to find the missing beats in me, but I ain't Roger Davis

Maybe it's my fault, my heart's a vault, decide to let you spin

Jaded, I've anticipated any kind of pain I'm in

Punching like I'm Tyson, but my demons strong as Satan's titans

Read the Bible, never been a Christian, but I feint for revival

Either you fight or you retreat to a title

Tatted the face of famous pharaohs, taking heed it was vital

My lessons always turned to blessings

But in the moments it be hell for me

Take a couple losses, double back like I just left the key

Sometimes I want somebody that deserves me I admit

Had a couple of them waiting, but still idle is where I sit

Where I reside I got a couple places, never felt like home though

Suicide was in my head, my temple's where that chrome go

Read the Tao te Ching, the Four Agreements, skimmed The Prince

Restore the balance in my confidence, fully conscious in this bitch

I'm glad my momma had me, called my father up I know it make him happy

He gon set the player playing straight before they ever trap me

Say you sorry 100 times, you 100 times tardy

Caught me by surprise, I'm lying, I heard these lines familiar shorty

Simple things that's in my life is what value now the highest like a phone call

Disconnected, beautiful things always end like snowfall

And it's no fault or thought of my own

Like a mannequin was frozen no emotion was shown

My apathy is like a pass for me, you say you latched to me, it's bad for me

Open up my swollen wounds so gradually

I made these moves all by myself, executed every plan

And every dollar that been thrown into that pot, turned a grand

And only thing I fear is death because he waiting for us all

Took a couple of my friends, before they made a date at all

It's like the status quo, it's regular we so desensitized

Maybe death has been the heaven we praying for inside

I want respect but I won't ask for that, just push your cabbage back

Imagine that, double Dutch on my doubter back after that

My attitude has been inclined

My whole soul has been refined

Til' the day I pass away I'm drawing blood on every line