back2that ft. coldspades Lyrics

I get exhausted

Need a day off this

Shits not quite as fun as it used to be

But im not tryna be who i used to be

I say its nothing ever really going on

But if that's up to me, well ive really been gone...

You say you trusted me

Well look what I've become

On some other shit im keeping secrets

If we make a promise can you keep it?

I used to think that everybody was stabbing on my back

But now i trust

And im not goin back to that

Shit just keeps happening back to back

But i just take a walk and write a rap

Havent even made that much cash

I spend way too much time just tryna relax

Pain in my thorax

Went to the hospital for that

That bill was too many racks!

Told em i couldnt afford that

I been on my ass for good reasons

But i been in this chair for four seasons

Wish i could go back to what it used to be

But now its just a memory

Tell me what am i meant to be

My visions blurry and i feel so weak

I can't hold on any longer

I know i promised i'd be stronger

I'm sorry if i'm just a bother

For all the problems i cant conquer

I'll watch it crumble away from me

I'm almost drowning and its up to my knees

Look in the mirror and i dont see me

I'm always thinking bout my problems i can't sleep

I know someday i'll feel okay i wish that was today

I want to run away from every thing that causes pain

I wish i had more to give

But i'm still looking for a reason to live

I would take back every thing that i did

If i could truly feel a moment of bliss

Am i even gonna make it to spring?

Feel like i'm only holding on by a string

Sometimes it feels like i don't have anything

So maybe thats the only reason i sing