Lost Something Important... Lyrics

Nah this not real this all a lie

Conspiracy made up all by my mind

Imagination of mine going wild

This has to be all a dream

I can't even believe this is happening

Nightmare come true, things I've been imagining

Worst comes to worst this is just a matter of time

Yeah

Unavailable? Let me correct you, you're insufferable

I can't stand to look at your face, were done for

Honestly, I already wanted to be done with this shit

Wanted you to die, wanted you to say bye

Even though I grew attached, thought we really matched

You gave me energies I couldn't read and felt confused

Followed you along I got trapped and I got used

Hope you had a fun time sucking out my white juice

Maybe if I brought you flowers, showered you with gifts

You would have still been here, with you I'd share a kiss

Maybe if I showed you I loved you we would've had kids

Hey, hey

Woah, woah, hold on

Maybe I'm ahead of myself, I'm too fast

You weren't ready for the next step, that's too bad

You had some issues holding you back, I get that

But why leave me to rot and let him back?

I sit in the darkness, wetting the pages

I writhe in a canyon, while you roll through the hills

Testing my patience, while I wait for ages

Waiting in limbo, 'cause you're scared to face it

I hate who I am, I hate the things that I say

Backed myself in a corner, now you don't want to stay

I cry myself to sleep just to dream about us

But what's the point of even trying when I already lost

I lost something important to me

Something I should have held close

Something I should have held on

To

Now it's gone

No way to get it back

No way to hit rewind

Save what I left behind

I lost something important to me

Something I should have held close

Something I should have held on

To

Now it's gone

No way to get it back

No way to hit rewind

Save what I left behind