Necessary Conversations Lyrics

Yeah, yeah

Man I ain't gon' lie I been running from this one

Just don't want nobody to hate me, once they hear what I got to say

Just hope I do this shit justice

Having conversations with dad, it's kinda sad we need a mediator

It seem like all our conversations end in see you later

We need an incubator, for this underlying love

He claim he want the best for me, but the best of me never been enough

Now is he all to blame, that ain't how life works

He was hurt, I was hurt, who drew the knife first

Probably him when he left my mom

But then again maybe me, cuz I was one disrespectful son

To say I'm sorry is an understatement

I really love him, but to show it, see that's complicated

Them years of vacance, being patient, thinking we could solve it

Made me hide all my feelings within my deepest closet

But, its time I let my soul glow, and let my light shine

I'm hoping we could mend things, without a lifeline

But in the meantime, I'm glad I got this privilege

To tell my dad I'm sorry, and I hope I've been forgiven

Pops I just want you to know I love you man

And see that's the funny part about life cause its like

We take saying those words for granted and

You never know when you gon' wake up and get that news that that person is gone so

I felt it was necessary that I say that in this song

Yeah, I'm finally shedding tears with the fam, April 10th, 2020 was a sad day

We lost Ashley, but her children lost they brighter way

Harmony and Cadence, I'm sorry she was taken

Away from you so young, but know she was amazing

Man her smile was infectious, I loved the way she laughed

She was working long hours, to make sure if you asked

For anything, it would be there when you want

Driving the airline now, be kinda feeling haunted

Speaking of haunted, RIP to Nick

See I'm just haunted by the fact, I was there for shit

I missed yo daughter, and I know she really miss her father

I wish that I was there, I wish I could've stopped your horror, I

Should've called more, I gotta live with that

I'm scared to talk to your family, and I'm admitting that

I love you bro, and I miss our conversations

I hope you up there chilling, looking down in pure amazement

Man rest in peace

In life, so many things go unsaid

But at least I got the chance to put it in this song

Let y'all know that y'all was loved, appreciated

I know I wasn't the perfect friend or the perfect son

And even though you on the other side

I just hope that you forgive me