DEPRESSION Lyrics

I'm in deep depression tryna figure out my wife and where it's going

It get hard for me to show you love cause I don't know if you look

I turn pain to motivation and make all my haters hate me

I can look you in your eyes and I can tell you wanna snake me

I say let a nigga crush me, I'm gon let a nigga have it

I don't care if you my family, I can't even put you past it

That's why every time you see me, I be sliding on my dolo

Always slide behind some tit, cause the cops be taking photos

Still be having dreams about them nights I could've lost my life

Walking out the club with Brody and them niggas up the pipe

Shots fired, nigga got us running to the left and right

Heavy breathing, sweating hard, niggas almost saw the light

Pain pills cause I don't wanna know how pain feel

Man, I can't squeal cause I don't wanna know how lanes feel

Man, I always kept it solid, never know how chains feel

Man, shout out to my cousin, I'm tryna sign that same deal

Got some niggas in the hood who really tryna take it there

Got some niggas in them prison walls who ain't gonna make it there

And my auntie, yeah she left her baby

Playing with them needles and my cousin

He had felon with that glizzy like it's legal

Tryna change my life but I'm starting to think these demons need me

Remember times when niggas aided and niggas wouldn't even feed me

Still can't believe I put my trust inside a dirty bitch

If it wasn't for my son, I probably already done flipped some shit

I'm in this bitch, tryna make a way so I can make it out

Heart full of pain, I wish I could pay someone to take it out

Tryna learn my lessons from mistakes I should've never made

Hard to keep a job cause everyday I'm feeling underpaid

They stabbed you in your back and I know it's hurting to see him winning

Shit'll make you sick every time that you get to see him grinning

How I'm supposed to trust you when I know you ain't gonna slide for me

How I'm supposed to love you when I know you ain't gonna die for me

Ayy, you ain't gonna slide for me, ayy, ayy