I Almost Lyrics

I don been so caught up on the goal that I don lost the road

I don went from someone that was known to someone that you know

I been done with asking for a loan whenever I get low

Cuz every person I helped go and grow don't seem to ever show

And every opportunity I see is one I really need

Every word I let out when I speak is what I really mean

Every time I say I'll never leave there ain't no in between

Maybe you got caught up in the dream and saw some different things

Lately I been stuck on who I am and if I gotta plan

Angry cuz I'm looking where I land and looking where I can

Since I was a boy I ran to grow up just to be a man

Now I'm turned around right where I stand and reaching out a hand

Maybe if the time was just in range then I could make a change

I could tell myself it's not vain and free him from the pain

Yea he may of broke from all the chains but they be leaving stains

And most of it would happen either way so it ain't much to gain

Opening my heart used to simple I don't know where to start

Will they all say they were a part if my name up on the charts

And if they do would they all stop and ask me what was the cost

Cuz with my luck the chances are it had to tear me apart

Stuck on everything I do with different misdirection

I been having everything to prove I'm trynna make corrections

Miss when I didn't have a thing to lose and wasn't being tested

Moments in my life I'm scared to move I can't see where I'm stepping

Tortured by the the things I never choose I think I'm finna burst

Turn around and blink and something new come through and make it worse

But I put a smile right on my face it's other safety first

And they can't see the one who's never broken show he break from hurt

All these expectations that I get from showing that I cared

All these people grateful for the comfort knowing that I'm there

Then feel like I wasted all my life and every moments theirs

Cuz they don't say a word to me no more they just be showing stares

Guess that's just the way that my life go it ain't no make believe

Most the things you give to someone else is things you can't receive

Worst thing you could ever feel is knowing you're who made 'em leave

I Almost made a difference but I didn't

But I didn't