All At Once Lyrics

My quiet Saturdays

My lonely Sunday nights

I count the minutes until dawn

Until you're in my arms

I walk the days away

I sing myself to sleep

Fall into dreams of what could be

Then wake only to see

That all at once

I'm not who I used to be

Yet every inch of me's the same

A current lost at sea

I can't get up

I am drowning in the flood

My winding thoughts wash over me

Oh, I can barely breathe

Sweetest ruination

A dose of desperation

I speak a desert prayer

I plead that heaven hears

Laid out upon a rusty nail

Consumed by all these fears

Keep writing endless lines

That seem to go nowhere

I trace the shape of your name

Forget my every shame

That all at once

I'm not who I used to be

Yet every inch of me's the same

A current lost at sea

I can't get up

I am drowning in the flood

My winding thoughts wash over me

Oh, I can barely breathe

My heart of glass

It quivers from the weight

Of all the light you've loosed in me

And the shadow of your leaving

My surefoot love

Do you recall the way?

Don't fear the woods

Don't lose your grip

You'll recognise my face

Sweet as ruination

A dose of devastation