i haven't been myself Lyrics

Why put this record on again?

Playing the same melody I've heard a million times before

Never have I been so bored

And I'm tired of doing things I never asked for

I haven't been myself lately

I try not to cry although I notice that I have changed

It's been a while for me since I've been happy

Truly I wish I was not this way

Just the same

I listen to music just to feel something

But I don't think I can find the answer this way

Last time I swear it made me feel better

I guess there's something wrong in my brain

I haven't been myself lately

I try not to cry although I notice that I have changed

It's been a while for me since I've been happy

Truly I wish I was not this way

Just the same

Different times, different lies

I tell myself

I think it's fucked up

How different things make me feel ill

I can't say if there is more to this

Than a feeling I can't handle

A smile keeps me in my shell

I haven't been myself lately

I try not to cry although I notice that I have changed

It's been a while for me since I've been happy

Truly I wish I was not this way

Just the same