who is tlr? Lyrics

Who is TLR?

I wish I had an answer for you

I'm still trying to figure out myself

Yeah, I wrote a few songs

But it still doesn't tell the full story

'Cause the story is too hard to tell

And I try to express myself

But I just feel like I'm farther from where I started

Deep down, I think I'm black hearted

And I don't want to be the villain

But if I don't see my competition failing, I just don't feel like I'm winning

I know, I can't be a selfless person

I gave it a try, but it was not working

No, I can't hide how I feel inside

It's like I've been broken my whole damn life

I guess that I try, but I guess it's not enough

I guess that I try, but I guess it's not enough

It's still hard, to admit when I'm wrong

And it's still hard to record every song

I hate being honest but I do it so often

And sometimes I just be hurting people I don't want to hurt

And I think I hurt myself one too many times

But I do it 'cause I feel like it's what I deserve

Don't know why I expect them to accept me when I don't accept myself

'Cause the things I tried to change, just haven't been changing

Nobody helped me so I had to learn how to help myself

And I just wish I could get back the time that I was wasting

Some nights I just can't feel a thing

But withdrawals got me feeling way too much

And I hear plenty things that should ease my soul

But I just can't seem to feel the love

Some nights I just can't feel a thing

But withdrawals got me feeling way too much

And I hear plenty things that should ease my soul

But I just can't seem to feel the love

I don't know, I don't know, I don't know

I might be a good person, or that's just a funny joke

I don't know, I don't know, I don't know

All my vulnerable songs stay locked on my phone

Life moving fast, but time moving slow

It don't matter where I am, I don't ever feel at home

Keep on falling short, and it's burning through my hope

It don't matter where I am, I don't ever feel at home

I don't ever feel at home

I could be around people but I'm still gon' feel alone

That's just something I don't talk about too much so I guess no one really knows

Yeah, I guess no one really knows

And the reason that I'm smart is 'cause I figured everything out on my own

Since the day that I was born that's how I've grown

Had to go through lots of pain for me to know the things I know

And I guess I try not to let it show

And I guess I try not to let it show

And I guess I try not to let it show

And I guess I try not to let it show, but it does

And when people turn their back on me it's usually because of that

So I guess that I'll just put it the song, all along

I was there for everyone and now I'm gone

Some nights I just can't feel a thing

But withdrawals got me feeling way too much

And I hear plenty things that should ease my soul

But I just can't seem to feel the love

Some nights I just can't feel a thing

But withdrawals got me feeling way too much

And I hear plenty things that should ease my soul

But I just can't seem to feel the love