Heights Lyrics

Never gonna be a great father

Never gonna be an artist

Is some of the negativity that I'm telling myself

I really gotta find out where my heart is

Man, the hardest part is

Knowing that I make myself a target

And maybe I shouldn't be going and mixing a couple chemicals

Instead of dealing with the darkness

See there's a devil inside of me

I don't really know his game, but I know his name

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Only ten weeks down but I still notice change

Everything around me was burning down

But I didn't really notice flames

When I pick up another bottle I feel like superman

But I'm lucky I got my Lois Lane

Now it is out in the open

I'll make a goal and I'm willing to smash that

Coz I could be out on the road

Without my babies and all of my bags packed

I don't want no alcohol

I'm running in circles like I am a lab rat

If you see me at the show

You can go light it, but no need to pass that

No judgment to anyone or anything

If your meddling

With the weed or the ketamine

I just really want better things

In my life

Want to be someone for my son to look up to

The ultimate prize

When my lady looks in my eyes and says I trust you

I've been rolling through the city

And I don't see anything that I like

You can come with me

We don't have to reach them high heights

I've been rolling through the city

And I don't see anything that I like

You can come with me

We don't have to reach them high heights

We don't have to reach them high heights

We don't have to reach them high heights

Normally I'm afraid of heights

Unless I get a little bit of shit

That'd get me through the day and night

I would pray the light

Never came through the window

So I didn't have to think about whether or not I made the right

Decision to be here

Getting Hella faded like

I crave the type

Of shit that kills my serotonin

No wonder I'd go home and start some major fights

It's getting a little bit easier

To get up on the mic to rhyme and say (facts)

I'm finding it harder to socialise

I just really want to hide away

I'm thinking the boys will be disappointed

'Cause I'm not on the poison

When it is time to play

I'm hoping that they realise

That I'm on my grind and I've gotta get my mind okay

'Cause now I know why I was drinking so heavily

But I'm loving this new lease on life and this energy

But I still need serenity

I cannot forget

Or live a life of regret

I need to just let it be, no negativity

I do not wish evil on nobody

Not even my enemies

I've been rolling through the city

And I don't see anything that I like

You can come with me

We don't have to reach them high heights

I've been rolling through the city

And I don't see anything that I like

You can come with me

We don't have to reach them high heights