Close To You Lyrics

Stood on my feet and told You I was done with You

I could hear You saying come follow me

But all I did was run from You run from you

Now I'm down on my knees pouring out my soul to You

Telling You I'll run as far as I need just to be close to You

Close to You

I done found myself lost in a pit And I dig deeper in it

I don't wanna drag You down so I tell You to leave me in it

Knee deep in depression man that only leads to bad decisions

I don't want Your mercy I would rather reap the consequences

I don't deserve it I don't want it I don't need it

You want to give me grace I rather run than receive it

Cause shame is all I've felt and this guilt is all I've known

You chose me as Your own but I choose to move alone

I can't give You what You want I just fail when You ask

Quick to stray away You never fail to bring me back

I don't want to let You love me too afraid that it won't last

Or maybe I'm just damaged cause my past

When feelings aren't managed then I just go ghost

I pushed away the One that loves me most

Lord forgive me I just ran I couldn't cope

Now I won't stop running Toward You until we're close

Lord until we're close

Stood on my feet and told You I was done with You

I could hear You saying come follow me

But all I did was run from You run from you

Now I'm down on my knees pouring out my soul to You

Telling You I'll run as far as I need just to be close to You

Close to You

My heart's been trampled been hurt and neglected

I try my best to protect it

I can not see You when I'm feeling lonely and desperate so blind and so reckless

I fell back into all my old ways I felt You pulling me back in Your grace

You tried Your hardest to get me to stay

I was just too good at running just to good at running away

I was done chasing You took back the faith I placed in You

So afraid to face the mess I made I placed the blame on You

And told You if You want me then You gone have to come and get me

You don't like this broken me then You gone have to fix me

Thought Your love was far and few

But it's Your love that brings me Close to You

Stood on my feet and told You

I was done with You

I could hear You saying

Come follow me

But all I did was run from You

Run from you

Now I'm down on my knees

Pouring out my soul to You

Telling You I'll run

As far as I need

Just to be close to You

Close to You