Keep This Up Lyrics

Okay okay

I'm not innocent

Probably more guilty

Than any killer is

I'll admit

I caught feelings for you

Way to quick

You don't acknowledge it

And I am not who

You chilling with

Fuck it

I wanted more than Sex

Wanted to disconnect our phones

So we could reconnect

Wanted to give you more than brain

And share my intellect

Wanted to give you the whole world

And all that came with it

This

Time

I think its over with

And if it isn't

Then we close to it

I lost myself

Tryna love again

Im hurt

I can't pretend

You not here

To hear me vent

So I'm blowing all this smoke

In this hotel room alone.

Getting mine off these songs

When we don't get along

Everything

That I write

Trying find where it went

Wrong

What is going on?

Who is on the phone?

I was so scared to lose

You

That's the reason

Why I lost you

But I never really had you

And your silence

Is the hard proof

That I can't keep this up

So I give this up

So what is love?

Is it helping you

By letting you

Go

Do what you gone do

Or is it stopping

You

From what

Could bring harm to you

Damn what am I'm gonna do?

You know what I'm going thru

I just wanted it

To be by you

I hate who I am

With you

You know what I am for you

Perfect

If it isn't true

Tell me

I can be like you

And act like I don't need you too

Reason why I'm touching you

You never know how to feel

Honestly I cannot deal

Every letter

Was sincere

I told you my biggest fear

Fell for you

And made it real

Did not want to be

Hurt again

Why the hell

I let you in?

Fuck yo ex

And Fuck yo friends

I don't know where to

Begin

This really could be the end

I guess this is

What it is

I cannot accept this shit

I do not regret that kiss

Every fucking second spent

Thinking that