normal Lyrics

I just wish I was normal

Wish I was like everybody else

Not even my own friends like me

So how the fuck am I supposed to like myself?

Hurting myself, everyday feels like hell

Everything that I say is a cry for help

I'm not doing very well

They can tell

And I'm useless, I don't have the right to talk

Tying nooses, maybe I should just fuck off

Fuck love, I'll get addicted to drugs

And maybe then I can escape the fucking thought

I-I don't fit in

Sorrow that I sit in

Fuck dying, but, fuck living

I've been making poor decisions

I just always fucking give in

Kill me, drill me, I don't feel like me

I'm surprised that my friends fucking still want me

I-I've been thinking 'bout her, but I'm too ugly

And I don't know how my parents fucking still love me

I'm broken, I'm not normal

I broke all my fucking morals

Always yell, I think I do need help

Or I'll just kill myself, after all I'm

Fucking mortal

But, I'm not normal

If I die too young my life is done

Don't you dare be mournful

I'm not normal

I don't mean shit

Everywhere I go I don't fucking fit

I'll hurt myself, I'll cut my wrists

But that won't give me reason to exist

I'm stuck with this fucking kid

I don't wanna fucking live

But I have to live

And I talk to everyone, but I know it's just fake

And I know that everybody fucking lies to my face

I know I'm a disgrace, I'm a fucking mistake

Wish I could just throw it all away

Throw it all away

I wish it was okay

I don't wanna wake up

And live another day

Seeing her face

Wish I could meet their standards

Hands crushed by a fucking hammer

Fuck your questions, I want answers

I can't seem to understand her

But I don't understand myself

So how do I like somebody else

When I can't love myself

I'm trapped inside a fucking cell

Everything comes back to you

I hate my brain, I hate her too

I hate my friends, I hate my mood

Why can't I just be someone new?