Silent Thoughts Lyrics

Yea

Talk to me

Hold on

Stick why you nonchalant

Talk to me

They think just cuz I'm a man I don't got feelings

Used to have energy that's way back then when we was children

Sticky why you nonchalant

Ain't shit appealing

Sipping on this alcohol

Thought process slipping

I told them come and feel my pain

But they don't feel it

They asking for emotions I don't know how to reveal it

I got a thorn in my heart so treat it delicate

Shawty she been living in my head she like a resident

If it's too many heads in a room I'll be the Elephant

I won't say shit unless it's something that is relevant

I'll just keep 'em guessing if I'm stupid or intelligent

Sometimes I be stressing so I just smoke up on the medicine

Death before dishonor how we rocking like a sediment

I just wanna pop and get my pockets full of presidents

I won't ever stop at the top I'm not even settling

Riding myself by doley I'm steady pedaling

Pedaling

Pedaling

Do something real different

Broke shit getting sickening

I just wanna blow but feel like nobody been listening

Guilty of some crime but my momma she think I'm innocent

I don't fear nobody bleed blood we equivalent

But I fear death I'm in the trenches moving militant

And if I sense I'm in danger I'm not scared to kill a man

Bullets in ya ligaments

Dam I'm finna sin again

Then I pray to god hoping that he finna forgive a man

They asking where I'm from

This is just my city East Flatbush gritty Caribbeans Immigrants

To the rest of the world we oblivion

All of this weight all up my shoulder

You wouldn't believe I'm a skinny man

Trapping in a minivan

Cops out moving vigilant

Smoked up so much dope I feel like a youngin a kid again

If I get rich it is off grinding no coincident

Cannot be a incident

Gotta get my dividend

Dying am I living I don't know I'm the living dead

Don't know if they get it get no credit it's pathetic

Ima Rapstar they don't even know that I'm prophetic and poetic

I just pick a beat and flow and I just let it go

Let me know

I just want the money want the cheddar dough

Ever cuff a shawty

I might

I might just never know

Never

Ever

Ever

They won't ever feel the pain from this shit

They only there when you start to gain from this shit

I rather it sunny but it be raining and shit

I rather the money but what if fame get me rich

Fuck it I'm taking the risk

Came a long way hitting liqs

Was hungry in the deli hit a stain for some chips

There was no money but there's nobody to blame for this shit

Pops I forgive you but you left us in the struggle

That really taught me to hustle that really changed me and shit

That really changed me and shit

I swear you changed me a bit

Look

Look

Fuck it I'm smacked

I like to smoke on the pack

Momma keep telling me quit

But I just keep going back

Momma I'm stuck in a trap

My thoughts I'm tryna detach

Smoke a eigth out the pound this one fresh out the batch

It make me numb

But then my feelings attack

Anxiety kicking heart racing it's like I'm running a lap

So many bills I gotta pay so I don't know how to stack

When momma said she had it hard I really thought it was cap

Now I'm grown seeing momma hustle scraping up scraps

I wish I wasn't so selfish when I ain't see through the gap

When I was just a lil jit

Ain't really understand shit

I would take your credit card and get a couple a fits

I was the trouble child just for that I gotta get rich

So when you take my credit card we gon get couple cribs

I'm jacking up in the hills

Somewhere vibey and chill

Somewhere vibey

They won't ever feel the pain from this shit

They only there when you start to gain from this shit

I rather it sunny but it be raining and shit

I rather the money but what if fame get me rich

Fuck it I'm taking the risk

Came a long way hitting liqs

Was hungry in the deli hit a stain for some chips

There was no money but there's nobody to blame for this shit

Pops I forgive you but you left us in the struggle

That really taught me to hustle