Sabotage (Worm Ceiling) ft. Worm Ceiling Lyrics

Repeating the cycle, I've been here before

I've done it once, I guess I'll just do it some more

Self-sabotage is all I know, I'm closing the door

I can't let you in this mess I've made

I got some never ending sadness that don't seem to go away

It's a miracle that I just made it through another day

There's no light at the end, I'm just tryna be okay

And there's nothing wrong with life but its just something in my brain

I got a chemical imbalance

Sanity's a balance

I'm in love with hating life and I don't do it out of malice

My body's not a temple or a palace

It's a cardboard box with talents

Why would you love me?

I'm an idiot with drug abusing habits

Repeating the cycle, I've been here before

I've done it once, I guess I'll just do it some more

Self-sabotage is all I know, I'm closing the door

I can't let you in this mess I've made

I've been sober, I've been clean

But I still act just like a fiend

I pretend to have it all together

I'm still struggling

I almost relapsed last night

I got the bottle in the fridge

I can't bring myself to throw it out when I think of every bridge

That I've torched, that I've burned

Just like a pack of Luckies

I look at every mess I made and it's so fucking ugly

There's a mess in my kitchen, I'm so fucking depressed

I haven't done my dishes in a month and I can't stand the stench

Repeating the cycle, I've been here before

I've done it once, I guess I'll just do it some more

Self-sabotage is all I know, I'm closing the door

I can't let you in this mess I've made