September Lyrics

I heard you got married in September

Hit me right between the eyes

Every moment I still remember

Came flooding back to me that night

And I'm happy that your happy

And I know this to be true

But the eighteen year old part of me

Wished it was me with you

I'm trying to cope with the part of you I let go

The part of you that I know

Because it's not who you are now

I'm trying to know the ways I have grown up too

The person I've become doesn't have room for you

And maybe I care too much

Maybe It's the wine I've drunk

But I can't help but grieve the you I've got to leave behind

I know it didn't hurt you like it hurt me

Back in 2016

I wrote a song from every angle

To understand what your words mean

Oh and I'm happy that you've learned to love

Without any boundaries

But I can't help but think about

Every promise you broke with me

I'm trying to cope with the part of you I let go

The part of you that I know

Because it's not who you are now

I'm trying to know the ways I have grown up too

The person I've become doesn't have room for you

And maybe I care too much

Maybe It's the wine I've drunk

But I can't help but grieve the you I've got to leave

Leave behind

And you'll probably say this is all a lie

Because it wasn't like you were ever mine

But I was there on the phone with you

When you we're healing from those wounds

And What the hell was I supposed to do

When you called the shots, and the rules too

I couldn't ask you to stay

When you were already a world away

You already made up the play

You already planned you escape

You tried to save me that so called pain

But all I wanted was you

Just you

So you got married in September

I bet it was a beautiful day

Every detail to remember

Every moment tailor-made

I hope you don't think about me at all

When you see your first tattoo

I've got so much more in store

That doesn't have to do with you