Bigger Person ft. Trill Lyrics

I'm seeing visions

Perfect in my head

What's the point of having a heart

If it can turn bad

I'm thinking of

All the things I did

The love I tried to share

Only left me despaired

Easier said than done

How can you prosper on

When low key they hate you

When you become the one

It be the closest one

Like that ain't you

It's a lot of fucked up vibes

In my room

Smiley faces

Translating imma die soon

Other than showing love

What did I do?

To be the bigger person

Tell me what's the worth

My escape is to get faded

Just to ease the hurt

Can't even recognize who I ride for

Question myself like am I the one to Die for

Nobody cares how you feel

Until you make them feel

How they made you feel

And It's so surreal

Some people see me as a nobody

So I don't fuck with nobody

I'm afraid if I turn my back it's gonna More scars

Dark nights seeing less stars

I pray for those in need

Leaving out my needs

I'm always on my knees

Praying for peace

Maybe they'll love me when I'm Deceased

Had a talk with my momma

Had to let her know

I'm a grown man

Not that kid you raised at home

Two sisters keep one far and I keep One close

Misery loves company what I learned The most

I ain't eating brunch

But I want to take a toast

Made it another year

And I'm still blessed to go

This my fucking diary

I had jobs that fired me

Now I do the hiring

Stacks multiplying man

What do they want from Me?

I gave them my all

I'm on the road to the top

And I can't take them all

They say family comes first

Sometimes I feel like fuck them all

I can't speak for everybody

I'm just speaking for myself

I Can't be around negativity

It's bad for my health

Niggas tryna kill me

I'm just tryna boost my wealth

This is my dark diary

This is my letter to myself

This is my dark diary

This is my letter to myself