Bipolar Lyrics

These pills make me mellow

Take my hurt away

Don't feel no more hope

Don't feel anything

These pills make me mellow

So it will be ok

I'm not me no more

I'm not anything

Might seem like too much

I'll agree

But it ain't stoppin' me

I'm just trying to live another day in my hypocrisy

Honestly? I'm a little lost... how bout' you

Do you even feel the same way that I do

I'm just trying to do this thing called life

Guess you only get one chance

So you better do it right

No! I don't get it tell me what the fuck that even means

Not going to stand in line, conform, I'd rather kick and scream

Don't believe what you do

Honestly, it's so true

Break the mold don't

Let it hold you back

I'm so angry but I take it all in strides

Might look pissed all the time

But I'm really trying to smile

On the inside

All my life I've been told

Not to be hard on myself

But I can't help

When I look into the mirror and hate what I see

I'm so chemically inbalanced I can't even breathe

Just trying to be something different

Why is it hard to achieve

Is it my thinking, attitude

Or the fact that this world's screwed

Don't wanna continue being dragged

Through black n' blue

Is this the day I finally say

I'm fuckin' through

Just take another pill, I'll be ok

Just a little lithium needed for my brain

Then maybe I'll feel sane

Well the definition of it anyway

But even when I try to stay on course

My depression makes me stray

Right back to the... source

These pills make me mellow

Take my hurt away

Don't feel no more hope

Don't feel anything

These pills make me mellow

So it'll be ok

I'm not me no more

I'm not anything

Fade

Watch me fade, watch me fade

Watch me fade away

Away

Yea I fade away

Won't take away this pain

Fade

Watch me fade, watch me fade

Watch me fade away

Away

Yea I fade away

But it won't take away this pain