Dirrty 1 Lyrics

Hear just what I said and what I said is what I meant

Things that I'm going through today is too intense

And when I'm done at the end of the day

Feeling dirty unworthy like nothing I could say

Is enough to wipe away the troubles of the day

My chest aches trying to keep up with you

My mind goes dark to escape the need to match your pace

I need to be more... in my dreams

In my dreams the mundane 

This used to be funny

This used to make sense

This used to be a phase

I could get through

If I could only touch you

If I could only touch you

I could get through 

If I could only touch you

If I could only touch you

I could get through 

Mental anxiety has got a hold of me

I need a break free 

Feel the peace of my relief 

Crank my tunes up and

I'm a try and calm the beast

All my old friends are on drugs 

Willing to die from the buzz

How did I get where I am 

What is this thing they call love

Feels like it feels like it

Don't matter what it feels like

Trapped between the thought and the memory

Stuck with how it could be

Unhappy with the way it is

This is just hopeless

I feel so worthless

Now I know

Know I don't matter

No I don't matter

I could still get through

If I could only touch you

If I could only touch you

I could still get through