LANA Lyrics

Holding off, anger

Can't let go, a strangler

Hold me down, you're my anchor again

Again

If I could, what would I say to her?

Mind in awe, she'll be my savior

Lana calls, what would I say to her again? My friend

'Cause I never had intended to say anything about you again

(Again)

Now I'm singing 'bout my pain and all the words that would come up with your name (Your name)

Now I'm feeling like I'm broken

Heart got stolen, chest is open

Put a bullet through my brain so you could see all my emotions

I think she was my grim reaper, sometimes I think about my death

But I'm tame, I don't intend to take my life just from regret

I deal with retroactive jealousy, hope Val realized she next

My Apologies to Dear 'cause all my feelings are complex

Writing songs with you in mind 'cause it's too late to confess

How I still love you but I hate how you gave up, no amends

Give a fuck if it's my buisness, got my feelings involved

My attachment to Alyssa came from Lana calls

And similarities between

Lana left me here feeling weak

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, I'm dying just for a dream

Didn't wanna go through this, I'm sorry it had to be this way

Picture us, memories stuck inside the picture frame

Suicidal but controlled, I choose to ease the pain

Thanks to my people, I use love just like its novcane

Didn't wanna go through this, I'm sorry it had to be this way

Picture us, memories stuck inside the picture frame

Suicidal but controlled, I choose to ease the pain

Thanks to my people, I use love just like its novcane

Holding off, anger

Can't let go, a strangler

Hold me down, you're my anchor again

Again

If I could, what would I say to her?

Mind in awe, she'll be my savior

Lana calls, what would I say to her again? My friend

September 1st, a date that's always engraved

One has a birthday on the 26th of August, so dazed

I met Val on August 30th, my feelings were raised

Found a connection that truly set my warm feelings ablaze

Now I've counted my days and the attempts that I've made

Since I was last with you and all the different loves that I taste

Maybe I'm finding someone new and new issues we battle through

Sometimes I sit back and reflect on every canvas I drew, this for you

Lana

Hope youre watching me

I don't intend to join you soon anymore