As I walk through the gates of hell

I see what I can't become

Lying on a red hot plate of steel

Watching me burn

Thing by thing I see the flaws

Stick out like a sore fucking thumb

I see myself

Get devoured by own fucking mistakes

My mistakes

It's like the world is disappearing in to a black hole

I feel my energy getting sucked out of my pathetic soul

I strive

I fight every night

Yet I still can't be perfect

I walk in shame as I

Drown in imperfection

I slowly realize

This is incessantly painful

I can't win

I can't win

There is nothing I can do to fix the mess that I caused

I fucked up and now I have to suffer the consequences

The fog in front of me is getting ever closer

I feel my energy getting sucked out of my pathetic soul!

I strive

I fight every night

Yet I still can't be perfect

I walk in shame as I

Drown in imperfection

I slowly realize

This is incessantly painful

I can't win

I can't win

FUCK!

AHHHHH!

UGH!

I can't see what is happening everything is fucking dark

I feel my energy getting sucked out of my pathetic soul!

Unnecessarily drowning

In a pit of my own hatred

For myself

For myself

Unnecessarily drowning

In a pit of my own lies

About myself

About myself

UAGH!

I strive

I fight every night

Yet I still can't be perfect

I walk in shame as I

Drown in imperfection

I slowly realize

This is the truth

I can't win

I can't win

I will never be

PERFECT!

NO!

I WILL I WILL NEVER BE PERFECT!

IT'S A LIE!

THERE'S NO SUCH THING!