Almost Christmas Lyrics

I can't believe I'm stuck here again

Between the Holy Night and the end

I can't believe it's cold

Almost Christmas again

It doesn't feel a whole year has past

Between falling and doing my best

I can't believe it's so dark

Almost Christmas again

Colour leaving the flowers

Longer nights gaining power

I feel happy when I'm on my own

I keep telling myself I'll get better

It must be the weather

When I start to feel the cold

I'm not alone

But clocks are turning slowly

Maybe I'm just lonely

And all this pain

Is cutting even deeper

I just want to sleep, but I can't

Cause it's Christmas again

They ask me "On a scale of one to ten,

How low you get? Are there any friends?"

I tell them this can wait

It's almost Christmas again

I hope this time it won't be the same

I'm sick of always drowning in shame

I hope this time is different

When it's Christmas again

I'm not alone

Clocks are turning slowly

Maybe I'm just lonely

And all this pain

Is cutting even deeper

I just want to sleep, but I can't

Cause it's Christmas again

Mmm it's Christmas again

Oh I'm not alone

Clocks are turning slowly

Maybe I'm just lonely

And all this pain

I just want to sleep, but I can't

Cause it's Christmas again

Almost Christmas again