healing ft. asumuh Lyrics

Heard you asking all night

Wanna find out where I went and where I'm going

Seems it turns out I was right

In the end all your regrets they end up showing

I've been living my life

Thought you did the same

Thought it must be so nice

Not to feel this pain

Thought you didn't ever cry

Or feel this way

But I'm running in your head

And now you say

What you doing with your time

I've been healing

Same movies every night

But don't remember a thing

Got our pictures in my mind

And the lies that they bring

Now you question me like why

It wasn't up to me

What you doing with your eyes

I've been searching

Same crew so it's alright

They understand everything

Try to tell myself I'm fine

But my voice it ain't working

Now you're asking to be mine

Oh I don't know baby

It's only a matter of time before I lose control

Tell me I don't got your heart well I don't love anymore

Should've gave me time when I had nowhere else to go

Could've saved my life but you chose someone else to hold

I've flying these kites

Know they'll never land

Riding on the same wave

Looking for a hand

Chasing after these dreams

You were never a fan

Now you see me in the flesh and you're asking again

What you doing with your time

I've been healing

Same movies every night

But don't remember a thing

Got our pictures in my mind

And the lies that they bring

Now you question me like why

It wasn't up to me

What you doing with your eyes

I've been searching

Same crew so it's alright

They understand everything

Try to tell myself I'm fine

But my voice it ain't working

Now you're asking to be mine

Oh I don't know baby

I don't know how to feel

Without you in my life

You said I'm miserable

But I can tell it's a lie

Oh you're despicable

Just wanna fuck with my mind

Do you really feel nothing at all

When you walked out my door with no call

And now you're acting like nothing is wrong

Expecting me to stay right here to talk

(It's been a while bae)

What you doing with your time

I've been healing

Same movies every night

But don't remember a thing

Got our pictures in my mind

And the lies that they bring

Now you question me like why

It wasn't up to me

What you doing with your eyes

I've been searching

Same crew so it's alright

They understand everything

Try to tell myself I'm fine

But my voice it ain't working

Now you're asking to be mine

Oh I don't know baby

What you doing with your time

It wasn't up to me

It wasn't up to me