christmas at all Lyrics

All those smell like my grandma would make

Ask and I'll still say that I'm okay

Your favorite day

The worst of all

Maybe I don't need my Christmas at all

The snow is falling

And I'm

Miles Away

Can't hear you calling

Cause I'm

Not awake

You can make your spectacle

Of wonder and light

I don't know what's wrong it don't

Feel like Christmas tonight

Snow rains like hell

Polar express is on

I know you can tell

I don't feel at home

I've been waiting all year

To make myself act so strong

Cause this Christmas

I might not be at home

It all happens for a reason

I don't doubt

I don't ask your prestige on

When things go wrong

Like Christmas dinner with a different roof on

The top of your house

You were there watching all the flames burn down

Our family home

The damages done

But the pain just won't stay gone

Your new red dress

Shirt with khakis on

Be rude to a cousin or two

Not gonna be a fun ride home

The snow is falling

And I'm

Miles Away

Can't hear you calling

Cause I'm

Not awake

You can make your spectacle

Of wonder and light

I don't know what's wrong it don't

Feel like Christmas tonight

Snow rains like hell

Polar express is on

I know you can tell

I don't feel at home

I've been waiting all year

To make myself act so strong

Cause this Christmas

I might not be at home