TIME / TRAUMA Lyrics

Too tired and I just can't stop it

There's no time for the things I wanted

So I try to fulfil my calling, but

I'm broke, need some money in my pocket

All these things I feel inside

They really start to mess with my mind

I guess we all need more time

Time, time, time

It's not a surprise, I'm losing my mind

And honestly i don't know why

I struggle to find, the one in my life

The one that will be by my side

Cause every time I look in her eyes

I keep on just seeing the lies

I'm tryna survive, so I sympathise, but everytime

She doing all This, she doing all That

I'm starting to miss the thing that we had

I know I got time to sit & relax

But I don't why I keep coming back

Cause I know a girl that's better than that

She light up my world as a matter of fact

If she find a man, I'm happy with that

Cause now I got time to leave in the past

I hope it'll last

Too tired and I just can't stop it

There's no time for the things I wanted

So I try to fulfil my calling, but

I'm broke, need some money in my pocket

All these things I feel inside

They really start to mess with my mind

I guess we all need more time

Time, time, time

Dream chasing

So many people be dream chasing

Trying to win but they lose patience

All of the hate that they been facing

Got em so… complacent

Falling away to the temptation

All that they need is a vacation

Now its too late and they won't make it

But if they do

They sacrificed every hour to make it on through

And everyday, they gave it away

To focus on making they dreams come true

Got something to prove

But i don't want all of these plaques

A million racks, If time was to fast forward

I would give it all back

To spend all my time with people I care for

Too tired and I just can't stop it

There's no time for the things I wanted

So I try to fulfil my calling, but

I'm broke, need some money in my pocket

All these things I feel inside

They really start to mess with my mind

I guess we all need more time

Time, time, time

So I gotta get away from, gotta get away from the signs

This trauma in my face

Got me feeling like it's more than I can take

So I gotta make a way for, gotta make a way for my life

But this trauma in my face

Got me feeling like i'm more than bound to break

Flashbacks of younger me in different a time

So confused at the world around me, It's all a lie

People talking, I need somebody to clarify

All the time

Losing my family cause they be cutting ties

Burning bridges with no loving attached

All this pain, learning how to adapt

And i've been focused on the game, so I'm missing the fact

That all my people full of hate when they seem to attack

And I'm so sick of the stressing

Sick of these lessons, causing a mess and I'm just

Tryna figure out how to step in to all my blessings

Got me thinking of a million questions, that keep me guessing

While I'm sitting in these studio sessions, counting the seconds

Thinking man I really miss my Brother, I miss my Sister

& I know that they both miss my Mother

So I'm confused at why my Auntie doesn't call her Brother

And Dad I know you feel alone, so you should call eachother

You only got eachother, yeah

So I gotta get away from, gotta get away from the signs

This trauma in my face

Got me feeling like it's more than I can take

So I gotta make a way for, gotta make a way for my life

But this trauma in my face

Got me feeling like i'm more than bound to break

New decisions

I've been questioning myself on what's my true religion

Don't get me wrong, I really love to say I am a Christian

But many Christians acting up and making me feel different

Like really what do you stand for?

Is it there another way to convey what you plans are?

Cause I know the Bible say to show love to your neighbour

So why do you love to hate and complain bout another race

And throw dirt on your brothers name, then go praise the creator

(What?)

See people got it twisted

It got me questioning the wrong and what's the right decision

Cause Jesus never hate a soul, no matter how they living

But people take it upon themselves to tell the world to listen

And this trauma building heavy, man it start to take a toll

Some brothers wanna snake me, take a chunk out of my soul

I had to take a flight, I'm tryna find a better home

I'm praying that it helped but man I'll really never know (Woah)

So I gotta get away from, gotta get away from the signs

This trauma in my face

Got me feeling like it's more than I can take

So I gotta make a way for, gotta make a way for my life

But this trauma in my face

Got me feeling like I'm more than bound to break