Prayer Lyrics

How could you leave me

Thought we had a bond had a thing you deceived me

Had me feeling strange feeling pain just delete me

Straight out of your brain what the fuck why'd you lead me

On thought I'm strong but my heart feels like it's bleeding

Wasn't for my daughter's love I'd just feel like leaving

Time after time feeling crushed it's defeating

Giving up my trust no reciprocation even

I be taking Ls giving love not receiving

Feeling jaded now giving in to all my demons

Medicated now contemplating on the meaning

Of my loneliness sitting smokin asking God

Where's my ride or die where's my family home and dog

Where's my perfect job where's my love I got robbed

Because my destiny done brought me to this lonely place

Circumstances that removed the smile from my face

I need a touch of grace I need to catch a break

I need a blessing really

I need a blessing really

Freezing cold up in this world with my energy depleting

Still I hardly stop hardly rest because I'm seeking

Happiness it's evading me while I'm reaching

For it while my aura getting dimmer from no sleeping

From the stress from the pain drama that I'm peeping

From the pests to the lames calmer when I'm chiefin

People say they're gonna stay but just end up leaving

People say they got your back but just end up beefing

I need a blessing really

Fantasies of blasting dome with the nine milly

Think of Leahna tell myself quit crying Willy

Show all these muthafuckas how to go and stack a milly

But truthfully it comes and goes my morale is shifty

I need consistency but managing my mind is tricky

I show persistence about a goal I ain't about pretending

Hoping that I fulfill my soul and find a happy ending

I need a blessing really

I need a blessing really