high tide Lyrics

Tryin hard not to waste time

I been learning

Tell me why to make a living I gotta go searching

For purpose and deep meanings to put in my verses

I try my hardest not to let it go but I ain't perfect

I could never give my life away I had to earn this

I can never seem to go deeper than the surface

It's hurtin

Sometimes I feel like this ain't even worth it

I miss my family but I ain't feel like I deserve em

You know that I could never stay

I tried to tell you you could come with me

All of my problems washed out in the rain

Can't never look back man I'm chasing my dreams

But

I guess I look back sometimes

Thinkin back on all the fun times

But I remember how they laughed

When I sent them niggas songs and they ain't say nothing back

When I knew that I was wrong

For the way I walked around treatin people

Insecurities stuck and the walls couldn't keep em

The kids hated me and I ain't even trust my teachers

Ain't ball til my senior year I was in the bleachers

Try to let it go but I smoke man I need it

Just to keep my mind movin slow I ain't speedin no more

But now I'm stuck on the floor

Stuck in this life man I wanna see more

Stuck with the nights tryna find my new home

Stuck walking late on the side of the road

Stuck staring down at the light by the stove

Stuck tryna please all these people I know

Stuck with the feelings that I gotta show

Fuck taking shifts I can't take it no more

Left it behind and I walked out the door

I can't replace all the time that I lost

Uh uh yeah yeah

So tired of em all

Yeah they always got assumptions

Always turning all the small things into something

My mind playin tricks on me that's why I'm always running

I don't wanna talk I ain't comin to the function

We faded into nothing

But then again I asked for this

I tried playing in the deep end knowing I can't swim

Always stuck in my head but I like the risk

And you know that I don't like to miss

Yeah always knew that I was gonna go but you missed it

Took a long road but it's all about decisions

All of my cries you ain't listen

Sittin by the stove

I ain't call my pops in a minute

Yeah I know I'm trippin

Why I feel like I can only love from a distance

Maybe cuz I ain't felt love in a minute

I don't got no fear

I seen the smoke in the mirror

I seen the smoke in the mirror

I seen it all real clear

Uh uh yeah

I seen a line in the sand

I had to take a stand

A long road ahead

It's a time to be man you know

I learned to see it coming

Please don't tell me how you miss me

When you ain't call me up when I was by myself

I think it's funny how they hit me now

Givin advice like I could use some help

I don't need it

Fake love you can keep it

This world is evil

Who are all of these people?

Oh yeah

Who are all of these people callin my phone?

Where was you at my low?

When I was on my own