Tryin' Lyrics

Wake up

Your in war right now

Can I speak to your core right now

Show you something more right now

Realize, there's two sides

And its time you've picked yours right now

TTSM

How can you believe in us

If you don't share the dream with us

Maybe I need you touch

Revealed it to you, will you keep it hush

Tucked in a safe place incase the day fades

As the waves raise and the seas erupt

Turning all the trees to stumps

And who I used to be to dust

At times we need reminders of when times were the brightest

When the stars align they bind us to what's inside us

Praying everyday there's better days and they find us

And that the mistakes we make don't define us

No bias, no need for co-signers

Known virus that gets deep in smoke cyphers

Only on the day this poet goes and expires

Will his name ever be known with ghost writers

Both Leonidas and Midas formed an alliance inside this

Heart of a lion with hands to hold a giant

No lying, can't see the gold lining

In my situation, still I'm patient and climbing

Facing every obstacle in my way till a diamond

Is formed from all the pressure they constantly been applying

Still trust none especially those smiling

Let the plan unfold they can't hold you down though they Tryin, Tryin

Tryin, Let the plan unfold they can't hold you down

Maybe it was my mission to bring this all to fruition

Every decision was a constant contradiction

Are we living to die or is dying the point of living

A transition into something mad different

Man isn't ready for what's coming, the plan shifted

And its a little more complicated than what we had written

Truth and wisdom, I seen it through the vision

Call it superstition if you want

Im just praying that you listen

Listen

I'm just praying that you listen

I had a dream I was battling myself in a boat and we capsized

Did we both drown

Or were we baptized

I said I couldn't change but I lied

Now I thank change im alive

Pair of traumatized eyes

At times paralyzed from all the pain that's inside

Immortalized though the spoken rhymes

I vocalize with no disguise

One dose of mine could open skies

Make portraits cry with tales how mortals die

Beyond the veil I portal dive

To give this world a guide

At times I'm lonely and don't reply

But I won't deny

My depression got my walls up fortified

Heart pulverized, when that shit was cauterized

Turned into a 45, that's what you call a rise

New seasons to produce fruits even

If the roots grew freezing and the truth looses meaning

Few choose dreaming and the views dude speaking

On ain't shit if the roof loose leaking

And the bills ain't paid plus the mortgage late a week

Its cold outside, they bout to cut the heat

I'm battling addiction cause I'm feeling incomplete

And every fucking day the same cycle on repeat

On the edge of the ledge and I'm bout to take a leap

But I'm in so deep there's nothing underneath

Instead I reach for stars

Tryingta keep my spark

On loose leaf with bars

For the deeply scarred, feel me

Ima make them feel me

Before they toss me in that casket and seal me

I dream lucid

Love you translucent

Confused, must have beef with Cupid

Maybe hurt is the reason we think stupid

But no excuse or use left to prove this

To anybody cause Heaven got me so get behind me

I don't mean follow me

If you have my apologies

You know I obviously never meant to lead though Hell

To the very wells that I visit when I bottle these

Emotions so obsolete

Praying they stay out of reach

But when I unleash

A cyclone I release

Murderous homilies from the poisonous side of me

And a few atrocities though my purpose is prophecy

Walk the Earth as I drop a seed

For the future cause I believe

Time is bleak and its finally time we find some peace

Instead we cope like tribal chief

Nose full of ivory

Peace pipes double dose and on repeat

Theres no relief for the wicked

No sleep, what is this

Feeling that's inside of me driving me to my limits

Fiending for the moment so bad I practically missed it

But still I give thanks

God take cause God giveth

Its been said God's gift to us is life

So in essence, your presence

Is the ultimate present

And our gift in return is what we do with our lives

So what are you doing with yours

Tryin'