5eva Lyrics

Started walking on this path by myself

Had a couple dreams but I put them on the shelf

Peered into my soul trying to find my inner self

Coming to my senses so I finally asked for help

They said the first step is you got to face your pain

Going through the motions like its more of just the same

Had to go unlearn a couple things in my brain

But I got spooked and I tried to fly away

At 16 my homie said I was going to hell

I went to church I said the spells altar boy church camp every summer going swell

I rang the bells values held thoughts and prayers coins inside a wishing well

Praised his name never took that shit in vain

Then i start to question why i started seeing the divide

People turning blind eyes don't wanna help the small guy

Acting like we any better but it seems we all die

So i just shrug it off because what am I to do

I can't uproot the system but i could be with you

So i create some strife flip my life overnight

Ride to Chantaburi on my motorbike sitting like

Playing every single situation through

Die a million times just so I could live a few

The longer I was quiet the louder felt the room

Last time I grabbed the rose but this time i let it bloom

And now I'm like trying yo figure where to go from here

I'm higher than the stratosphere chaos sewn failure prone realizing the end is near

Time is dear love is scarce get it while you're in the clear

And just control my breathe

Keep it simple Occam's Razor kind of concept

Trying to live my best life before I find death

And just accept that sometimes life can lack depth

Started walking on this path by myself

Had a couple dreams but I put them on the shelf

Peered into my soul trying to find my inner self

Coming to my senses so I finally asked for help

They said the first step is you got to face your pain

Going through the motions like its more of just the same

Had to go unlearn a couple things in my brain

But I got spooked and I tried to fly away