healing Lyrics

You can't see clearly

It's all smoke and mirrors

I've pulled the wool over

Your eyes for years

Tricking for amusement

Entertaining, bruising

Myself to hear

Your laughter and cheers

Sorry for blowing smoke in your eyes

I look better covered in my favorite lies

Practice makes earnest

But I still haven't earned it

I aim for perfection

But I'm blind

And if the ayes have it

I haven't stared into mine

In a while

I've broken habits and mirrors

Still reminded of fears

And I'm miles away

From healing

From healing

I'm not thriving like I claimed

I'm torn to pieces

Wrought with shame

My mind is being pulled

In every direction

Making decisions

With little discretion

I'm a creature of habit

Digging ruts like my grave

Staying mild

I've broken friendships and hearts

Shut my eyes wait for dark

Cause I'm miles away

From healing

From healing

Hey just ask

I'll hold your half empty glass

You wait so long

Breathe out

Relax

Hey just ask

Half empty glass

Change my act

Not moving fast

Can't retract

All the steps back

Take my glass

Keep it intact

Hey just ask

I'll hold your half empty glass

You wait so long

Breathe out

Relax

Hey just ask

Half empty glass

Change my act

Not moving fast

Can't retrack

All our steps back

Take my glass

Keep it intact